Tuesday, June 07, 2011
here to revive my blog. i think no one's gonna come here anyway. got inspired by bel, who's been blogging very regularly on her old blog. i shall just pretend that im not her loyal reader. damn emo sia her posts. seriously i think her looks can make it, plus her fashion sense. more importantly she has a nice personality. but sometimes..maybe abit too uptight? idk, it's zhen de shi the timing problem. so...she shouldn't be that depressed luh i think. at least uni is starting soon? kelly and i totally dont know what to do / say to make her feel better also. but i think her inferiority stems much more from kelly than from me~ cos i get MY inferior complexity from kelly. and yes, even until now, my insecurity still stems from her HAHA.
i must sleep early today! still needa work tomorrow sian.
2 more days!! can't wait for you to get out of that stupid tekong-.- and out of jookoon on friday night!! imysm ): yesyes, let time FLY pass until saturday, and then may time freeze when im with you... sighs.
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OMFG i suck la im a total asshole I SHOULD GO AND DIE SHIT AND DIE AND GO TO HELL TO PAY FOR ALL THE HEINOUS THINGS I DID I AM REALLY SORRY FUCK
at 12:53 AM
Monday, July 26, 2010
OMFG i suck la im a total asshole I SHOULD GO AND DIE SHIT AND DIE AND GO TO HELL TO PAY FOR ALL THE HEINOUS THINGS I DID I AM REALLY SORRY FUCK
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Monday, June 14, 2010
hahaha i like today (: walked for about 1 hour plus? jukebox, vandalism, looking at weird street performances haha.even though i feel very guilty. and its this guilt that caused me to worry and think so much. plus the terrible nightmare. omggggg am i doing the wrong thing and falling into the wrong hole O:
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Thursday, February 25, 2010
sighs i ought to die for even having that thought at all.
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
lol talking to joey makes me feel like im talking to a kid. "get off the train and dont move, OKAY? we'll be taking the train on my side, OKAY? DONTTT go near the stairs, it'll eat you up, OKAY!" LOL-.- hopefully we don't get lost tomorrow...-.-
anyway its less than 24 hours to new year omg! shall post my new year resolutions tmrrr haaha. NO, later today-.-
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Friday, December 18, 2009
omg im like this now: 三.三 the bottom 2 lines are my eyebags T.T and yes my eyes are really one line T.T i need a napppppp later, slept at 7 plus am la zzz. anyway harmoc chalet was quite fun : D:D its quite weird, all our seniors (who came for chalet) are guys, alot we only met once/twice, while my batch all girls-.-
1st night was quite lame since i only went from 7-1030pm -.-then next day went earlier, and sijia said at night the girls slept and the guys camped in the toilet talking and drinking -.- then when i reached the guys were sleeping. so we went kbox!! (and some of them were like walao why never call us!!) yea ahaha omg sijia the best..she sang until...HAHA
then after that went buy things and by the time we went back the room quite crowded and we tried our best to SQUEEEEEEZE -.- yeah then watched moulin rouge while mahjonging, then continued until most of them went out to bbq food. the show is nice, even though i've watched it twice -.-
then hung around with iris and amanda...we rode bicycle to buy drinks! and go beach for a breeeeezer LOL.i let go both of my hands for a millisecond...and i ALMOST fell. xia dao wo can -.- then reached back at 825 cos SOMEONE doesnt want to miss her 9pm chnl8 show =.=
watched and iris and amanda had to leave DD: then i replaced amanda for mahjong =p and played til almost 1-.-and i didnt go night cycling-.-cos my back hurts a little after the short ride, and because i was on a winning streak LOLOL. luckily niyi rented the bic from me, so i saved 15 bucks too!:D watched harrypotter & socerer's stone while playing..harry and draco damn cute!O:
after that niyi jensen and deb left for cyclng and the rest of us watched slumdog millionaire while louisa went to sleeep.we watched till like 230 and jiekai fell asleep too-.- then me jonloong and yuming played cards while adrian watched us...played until like 4 then adrian and i ate beibeimian-.-(ahhh my jianfei plannnnnnn T.T)
then they gossiped about their batch de people while i tried to make sense out of it (think database) but mostly its adrian and 6 yue4 LOL. and jonloong with his xxy HAHAHA.oh, then jiekai woke up and we continued playing mahjong till like 7am and i won 11 games WOOHOO.oh adrian slept and he sorta snored quite loudly LOLOL. we wanted to go see sunrise but it was raining T.T
then we went to sleep-.-it was soo spacious can, louisa had one bed to herself!then me jonloong yuming share two beds. and the cycling peeps finally came back at 10am! wa they totally didnt sleep and they spent 2 hours in macs cos it was raining-.-luckily i didnt go zz.so yea we ate brunch and went home..sat from pasir ris to clementi, until my butt rot!! okay jonloong worse, he need take to jurong and take bus go back malaysia T.T and sijia to bukitbatok!!ultimate sianness LOL.
haizxz liting and justin didnt come this time!and francine!!D: so many people go overseas D: sian:( nvmmmm i shall go sleep my eyes are like....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
the understanding of the world through CHERYL SEAH, the vegetable proffessor.
- (during dinner)
junning: Why am i feeding you! if you realise, you got a pair of chopstick and a pair of hands.
cheryl: I DO?! HAVE MEH?! OH YA HOR!! - cheryl: Sushi is healthy!
junning: sushi is healthy meh? since when?
cheryl: GOT! GOT VEGETABLE!
junning: huh where got?!
cheryl: haveeee. seaweed lor!!
junning: ...?!?!?!?!? SEAWEED IS ALGAE!!! - cheryl: SEAWEED IS A PLANT! IT'S GREEN!
junning & rest: it's an algae.
cheryl: anything that's greeen and a living thing and non-stationary is a plant!!!
(poor me is wearing athena fac shirt) - junning: so what is red and a living thing and non-stationary? (both junning and xinyu wear red shirt)
chengxin: red chilli?
cheryl: that's not a vegetable!!
xinyu: then what's green chilli?
cheryl: green chilli is a vegetable!!
xinyu: so what is red chilli?
cheryl: ......ohoh, it's a vegetable cos got green stalk - as cheryl seah has diarrhea, she dirtied ALOT of toilet bowls, and is unable is eat dairy products. when we wanted to order ice cream for dessert....
cheryl: NOO!! it's a dairy product!!! :( don't eat!!!!
(5 secs later)
cheryl: .....but is very nice leh.
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after lying on MY bed with cheryl, junning got influenced too.
cheryl: OMG. i realise you have puppy eyes
junning: what!? PUPPY WHERE GOT EYES?!
(pause)
junning: oh ya they have!!!
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at 10:32 PM
OMGGG i made my own fried rice, and its surprisingly gooooooood:D im like, super proud of myself!!!:D (shall go take a photo of it later) LOL
ytd my mama was showing me how to hand-wash clothes =p and i ironed all the clothes!! yes way to go to get out of the overdependency-on-maid syndrome :D
i am so siannnnnnnn....and smelly-.-i smell like garlic!!! haha.
i cant wait for YOU'RE BEAUTIFULLLLL!! ah last 2 episodes liao :D oh and i will be gone to malaysia for like 10 days starting from saturday! zzzzz. oh ya...need to go shop for nice clothes for my cousin's wedding:D hahaha.
oh went out with cheryn on sat (the day my maid ran away) LOL. she is SOOO FUNNYYYYYYY its like never a moment of boredom with her cos i'll be laughing at her..shes a joke herself:D and she paid for all my expenses as replacement for the lost birthday present LOL.oh yeah, we wanted and got the paperbag which was an advertisement for nissan. damn cute! upload the photos next time (forced her to wear and take photo with me) i wanna go out with her againnnnnn <3
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